you're an oldy but a goody

you don't know how to call me
nowadays, i can't relate anymore
i hope to god you won't notice, i'm changed
i hope also for you not to care
to show any kind of emotion
you pray on your life that i'm not damaged
to prove anything more than you're not
but it's so far happened
i stumbled, i'm there
still, i love you

blank, slate

cooling off fumes and simmering down like fire

skeleton bones

i always thought of you as little creatures
like skeleton, like bones
of a cockroach
and flew away my memories
to leave me there
and think about the moon
and how i fell in love with you
how everything one day
would never be
what it's become
and how still i love you
how i miss the middle of the night
and lying there
awake
to think about the bigger things
i always knew
and would hold back
the bigger things i think
i will forgive,
you are, i am
my biggest fear