skeleton bones

i always thought of you as little creatures
like skeleton, like bones
of a cockroach
and flew away my memories
to leave me there
and think about the moon
and how i fell in love with you
how everything one day
would never be
what it's become
and how still i love you
how i miss the middle of the night
and lying there
awake
to think about the bigger things
i always knew
and would hold back
the bigger things i think
i will forgive,
you are, i am
my biggest fear